That was an absolute shitshow. Terrible MC with shit reasoning ruled entirely by emotion. Horrendous plot, if you can even call it that, and it ends with genocide?? And the MC justified ALL of it by crying about how they were bullied, even though they've been bullying (read: actual physical and mental abuse and trauma) the fuck out of that saintess?
Some other reader called the MC emotionally stunted in their comment, and I honestly have to agree. This was a giant waste of potential and time, christ.