@Thifa yes I do like the musician better but above them all, I love the guardian. He must be a commoner like us but has a better relationship with our MC. He is not romantically involved with her because of many reasons. He has begun to develop feelings for her but still cherishes and prioritizes his friendship and professional relations above everything else.
@clevoine the author is making it so that ONLY when a big event happens, our Yan An will remember lmao. So in other words she wants to have time to actually structure the story.
@Momokann for what I know and I saw. You will see that the musician did love her. He still does. Many said the Fei Yue loved the third princess, but apparently, the original third princess knew that he was involved with the second princess and knew that she wanted him as a man. I believe that is the reason why she never tried to be with him. The original princess has a lot of issues to go thru but was stupid enough to not trust the people she should and was lustful that would just look for men. This is the reason why she took OUR Yan An out of her body without killing her to help her take the throne. Maybe she learned that it was her mother's desire for her to take the throne but was too late. I don't agree with the way she did it LOL.
I have bad feelings about the end. Since the original princess is not dead and the new Yan An is not dead either lmao, it is going to be fun to see how things end. I would get pissed off if our Yan An gets to back to the future and only get Fei Yue, I don't like him. He will play with the devil if it means he can temporarily save her but fck her up later. Fei Yue only looks for a way to protect her at the moment but don't think ahead. That is a bad man to be with. It is like those that did nothing for you. What good is to have a man that "will love you" like he does if he is in bed with your foe to help you protect you and say no a single shet nor planned anything with you. If you were involved and you were the one that said yes be sorta intimate but without sleeping with your foe, then I will agree and instead of pity him because he is getting involved with a person he doesn't want to. But how things are, I don't pity him. I am annoyed because he could find other ways.
According to how things as Yan An really wanted to be with Bai but was refused because Fei's mother intervened and helped the second princess by telling her that if she just allows the empress marry her son, the second princess' man aka Fei, with the third princess she would find a way to give her the throne. That is what we saw in the beginning. This is why the original princess felt betrayed. I don't like how Yan An still is all over Fei. He is bad for her. I really want a separation because he still has so many things that he regrets and is suffering every time he sees her getting more men and just spending time at night with him. Pretty much wants him in her bed. If you consider things. She spends more time with her concubines than her husband. Even more with the guardian.
He has many people behind that is trying to use him, and he allows it. If he were disfavored and divorced her, people wouldn't want him and leave him alone. That would be a new start and maybe after that, they can get together. I do believe Fei needs to pay for the bad things he did to the original princess. He didn't do it intensionally but that doesn't mean you don't have to pay for the consequences for your actions. He confabulates with the second princess and knows that his mother is just playing with all the princess and just want to have a relationship with the next empress to gain more power and other benefits.