@xsweetmex
I think maybe she didn't think she could?
Sorry if I am not making much sense, I'm currently very sick and am reading to pass the time.
Maybe she didn't think she was that kind of person to do stuff like that, or maybe she is still kinda hung up on the whole "trying to understand her love" thing she has been on about?
Again, I'm sick, so I'm not coherent enough to understand things complex like how she is acting...
I apologize for this, just trying to help. xD
I go sleep now. ~_~