Seeing a lot of people talking about how messed up that was brought me hope in humanity. I don't mind a kiss, but without proper consent from both parties, even if he notices or awakes mid it, doesn't bring the same warmth and good feeling a romance should give, besides being really messed up. (not talking about the psychological series that has romance and fetishized things that are meant to bring mixed feelings)
Even worse when you remember that the MC protected her from similar things that could've happened to her. She is doing what she was protected from