Herami Shimai wa Docchi mo Yanderu - Vol. 4 Ch. 19

[MangaDex]

 

[Sunzo]

Finally updated

 

[Ninoren]

Chapter felt kinda weird ngl, considering that Idolmember literally caused all current problems to begin with

 

[WatermelonPlease]

Manager to the rescue

 

[3141592653589]

Every time there's a new chapter I feel a spark of hope, against my own better judgement.

Every time I scan each panel carefully, in case the object of my search is lurking in the background.

Every time I feel the crushing disappointment as I am forced to accept cruel reality once again.

It's been a year since we last saw Yamo-san. In the face of this tragedy, how much longer can we find the strength to go on?

 

[Zoshlog]

Is being an idol really what they want ?

 

[shemper]

Welp, at least now she realizes what she "lost"
Thank you for your work!

 

[cusnaruto]

This feels kinda... fast? Like idk but Kira is taking this quite well (imo), she literally just have a talk with Himuro then accept that yeah maybe she's the problem and needs to give her sister more space. But to be fair, this is a monthly series so I guess faster is better (so I don't need to wait 5 chapters just to resolve any conflict xD)

Sera on the other hand, the outcome of the argument(?) of the last chapter is making her sulking (just like Kira in the beginning of the chapter, these 2 really are sisters xD), and I have a feeling that Kyapi is gonna do somethings like manipulating Sera but I'm really not sure.

 

[Kanade0021]

thanks for the translation!

 

[StevenPi]

I caught up with the story~
So by reading 19 chapters straight, I guess that... something terribly wrong will happen soon. No way thing's gonna end this peacefully...

 

[WolfenLady]

Are we gonna get some healthy communication between the sisters? Tune in to find out!!

 

[MathMols]

Serapi what is the only reason you only have the manipulative bitch left? Oh right you, you are the only reason for it, since you decided to choose the manipulative bitch over your own sister🤦🏼‍♂️

 

[Yuri_Enjoyer_Deluxe]

Chapter felt kinda weird ngl, considering that Idolmember literally caused all current problems to begin with

To be fair, Karipi didnt really give her a chance to finish, so that partially played a part too.

And we can definatrly infer she is a sadist, so im almost certain thats on purpose.

 

[Yuri_Enjoyer_Deluxe]

Serapi what is the only reason you only have the manipulative bitch left? Oh right you, you are the only reason for it, since you decided to choose the manipulative bitch over your own sister🤦🏼‍♂️

Not this again...

I feel to come to this conclusion, you'd have to lose all nuance to come to this.

Remember, the main reason she even considered this was due to Himuro's speech snapping her out of the cycle. Note the "Leave me alone for a while!" in that chapter. This is her attempting to come to grips with the situation she's in, and the way that occurs is not by continously staying in it, at least in her mind, that and also a misguided feeling Kyapi would be the one to guide her out of the cycle, mostly due to high emotional vulnerability at that stage and as well Kyapi being the only one aside from her sister to (seemingly) show a care for her.

Her world came crashing down, and Kyapi took full advantage to lure her in, cant really blame her for falling into that. And alongside this, Kira threw the cycle back at her when she reappeared at the door, mind you, while Sera is still attempting to come to grips with her feelings, and that lead to eventually breaking the ceiling on the whole matter as a way to finally stop the cycle. Obviously, I dont blame Kira for coming over, nor knowing she'd likely indirectly cause that mental torment, she just wanted to be with her sister at all costs, but it was easily, wrong place, wrong time and it backfired.

I wont say Sera had no fault at all, but to say she deserved it is such a black and white way of thinking. Im more of the opinion she made mistakes while clearly not being sound of mind, and thats just typical when one is emotionally vulnerable.

You act like knew she was a manipulator... obviously we do since duh, we reading, but she likely wouldnt pick up on signs due to the current sister situation overwhelming her emotions... no duh thats gonna lower defenses.

I feel stories like this are not your forte man.

 

[recklessribbon]

Thanks for the translation!

 

[cusnaruto]

Not this again...

I feel to come to this conclusion, you'd have to lose all nuance to come to this.

Remember, the main reason she even considered this was due to Himuro's speech snapping her out of the cycle. Note the "Leave me alone for a while!" in that chapter. This is her attempting to come to grips with the situation she's in, and the way that occurs is not by continously staying in it, at least in her mind, that and also a misguided feeling Karipi would be the one to guide her out of the cycle, mostly due to high emotional vulnerability at that stage and as well Karipi being the only one aside from her sister to (seemingly) show a care for her.

Her world came crashing down, and Karipi took full advantage to lure her in, cant really blame her for falling into that. And alongside this, Kira threw the cycle back at her when she reappeared at the door, mind you, while Sera is still attempting to come to grips with her feelings, and that lead to eventually breaking the ceiling on the whole matter as a way to finally stop the cycle. Obviously, I dont blame Kira for coming over, nor knowing she'd likely indirectly cause that mental torment, she just wanted to be with her sister at all costs, but it was easily, wrong place, wrong time and it backfired.

I wont say Sera had no fault at all, but to say she deserved it is such a black and white way of thinking. Im more of the opinion she made mistakes while clearly not being sound of mind, and thats just typical when one is emotionally vulnerable.

You act like knew she was a manipulator... obviously we do since duh, we reading, but she likely wouldnt pick up on signs due to the current sister situation overwhelming her emotions... no duh thats gonna lower defenses.

I feel stories like this are not your forte man.

I'm pretty sure you meant Kyapi, not Karipi

 

[Yuri_Enjoyer_Deluxe]

I'm pretty sure you meant Kyapi, not Karipi

True, my fault, point very much still stands

 

[Ninoren]

To be fair, Karipi didnt really give her a chance to finish, so that partially played a part too.

And we can definatrly infer she is a sadist, so im almost certain thats on purpose.

She isn't a Idol anymore, i was talking about the girl who was with the small sister, who essentially caused every issue, because she was jealous of mc, not knowing who she was.

 

[Yuri_Enjoyer_Deluxe]

She isn't a Idol anymore, i was talking about the girl who was with the small sister, who essentially caused every issue, because she was jealous of mc, not knowing who she was.

All the issues? I wouldnt say that.

Part of it, yes, but Kyapi did not help matters by interrpting before she could really finish, leaving her (Sera) with no clue on how to progress other than through the railroaded online idol group route.

Im more of the opinion its a not so perfect storm of events that have messed with Sera's mental state and that bluntness from Himuro broke her, not helped by being unable to receive a possible resolution aside from the online idol route as afformentioned. Thats what I think anyways.

 

[Resound]

she’s saying motivational stuff but it all boils down to “be an idol” lol