Dex-chan lover
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She's still a teen right? Ending life to save life was how she was raised - she probably sees the lives she's taken as no different than intercepting a missile with another missile. Force to negate force; she was raised to be a bodyguard, aka a reactive killer, one that doesn't make the first move. It's probably easy to follow that line of thinking into a general "people will kill, and the only way to stop them is to kill them" mentality.Huh, i dont often see Mcs that are THAT fine with having killed many ppl... Makes you wonder if she is just naturally sociopathic or she became like that or if she is just coping
I think it's also why she sees no difference in why she kills versus someone like Ridd - to her, killing repeatedly and surviving requires a certain temperament and discipline. Wether you're trying to be the best hired killer or the best bodyguard, to survive in that life you must have a strong sense of observation, with tightly controlled movements that betray no opening. It's an air that normal people don't carry, and game recognizes game lol.
But like you said, even with similar backstorys a lot of young MCs in this kind of plot usually go through a "greenhorn" arc that shows them suffering the psychological effects of their lifestyle. I wonder if we'll get that for our MC here or if she's just genuinely indifferent to the lives she takes doing her job