Wow... Just wow... I'm almost at a loss for words...
Psych here comes an essay
My ranting thoughts
Bibi
It is surreal to see sage/logical wisdom that would come from sane/philosophers exit Bibi's mouth. I mean we have seen that while she is detached from normal emotions and unable to discern right from wrong (psychopathic) and is emotionally incompetent/not self-aware, she is actually very intelligent and cunning and has everything else going for her. When she says "Amy, there's no point in speculating" and goes over examples explaining how what ifs,
speculating, is useless and overall harmful to our future and mental health. She then proceeds to open up and say that it was her that was there and that she ended up choosing in the end so speculation doesn't matter and mental wellness doesn't matter to her either (Closest she has come to verbally confessing her love so far).
Then her matter-of-fact/simplistic view of
if you're not the type of person I deserve then become that type of person for yourself and me I want you with her quote "Then, you should just become that type of person! Instead of looking for someone who's more capable of caring for me, why don't you become them? I can wait for you until you become this type of person, no matter how long it takes
because I want to see you happy". This goes leaps and bounds toward what could be considered real-life true love, which is something that you have to work for constantly it doesn't just fall into your lap and everything is perfect. This shows great emotional growth on Bibi's part (plus she's obsessive so she wants what she wants 😅). Her development goes even further away from classic yandere tendencies with the line "Although it'd be perfect if it was just the two of us, the more people you have around you the more you'll shine for a long time to come", she breaks away from total possessiveness and acknowledges that she is better when surrounded by loved ones who make her better (a very healthy thing for a relationship).
Amy
Earlier Camilla was talking and asking why go through the trouble of being with Bibi if she knows that she is dangerous and a bad person and Amy said something to the effect of "Even so
I want to see Bibi happy" so this seems to be this stories version of
I love you. All this time Amy was repressing and scared of her feelings of loving another person caused by knowing that abusive tendencies could be passed down and that was strengthened by Joy's poor comment on not loving "guys" (or anyone) to avoid heartbreak towards an impressionable young girl. This suppressed Amy's ability to learn and grow to seek a healthy relationship and learn to love from her experiences so she went along loving someone who she thought could never love her back as a safe option.
In the end, I'm sure she just wanted to be loved and to love, to hear "
I want to see you happy" from someone she genuinely cared for and not worry about the consequences and expectations of others. We see that she must have some low self-worth, that she is emotionally and mentally aware of her condition, and that she is mentally sick. Now she needs to take Bibi's words to heart, face herself and her aunt, and get help (professional help) to change and become more mentally stable.
(She should really get Bibi in as well once she can handle herself 😅)
TLDR:
This was cute, Bibi surprised me and has come a long way as a person from the beginning, this is adorable and healed my soul! Yuri forever!
