Okay I've had enough. The pacing is sht and you can only go so far with epic illustrations. My zoomer brain can't handle the fact that the title doesn't reflect itself in the first few chapters of the manhwa.
Plus, what's with the doomer side of irl FMC? Having nobody care about you isn't that big of a deal, as long as you can slither around society to take care of yourself. Things will get better as you strive (once again, perhaps) to connect with people so just suck it up and have fun. That's what your big-ass VR console chair is for, right?
I am gradually losing my common sense. Time to go back to my crappy shota x yandere older sister manga until I find a series with good storytelling lmao