The protagonist is really starting to get on my nerves. I was excited cause he was older, and I thought he'd actually be a smart Isekai'd person. But I feel like the dude is always going through a midlife crisis and is just really inconsistent. It probably has something to do with details being cut from the manga. But it feels more like the brash hot headed guy is the real him, and he just randomly gets weak willed and whinny so that his character has an emotional crisis. Like his downs just come out suddenly and they stick around a bit with some of the weirdest self deprecating arguments. Then something happens and he's ready to go. It's almost like they're trying to force a sort of 'episodic' story telling, but the author just makes up random emotional excuses that make the MC feel like he has to leave.