In my opinion he is wasting his skills in his reasearch ofself confidence.
Imagine someone with ballz he would have taken the corpse of a very rich man and became a fucking chad.
I understand guys that is a critism of society. But still ! What a waste ...
I think whatever body he have he will always be a loser. Its kinda depressing i expected more than a " life is easy when you are a cute girl ".
Perhaps i over estimated the author.