@1idd0kun Pretty sure that's exactly what I just said. She's making an unreasonable remark about Chiba in her head to further justify her own disgust for him. Even at best, she does it because why not shit-talk Chiba in a situation he is totally not involved in?
I think you also misunderstood everything I said. I'm saying Chiba is human, Haru is human, all of them are. They are making the shitty decisions almost all humans do when thrust into such a situation, whether its getting a boon (Chiba) or the stick (Haru). If you didn't notice, I'm not actually "rooting" for any of them, not that there is a need to root for anyone to be honest. Since everyone has already taken the time (lots of time, frankly) to talk crap about Chiba every single bloody chapter he's appeared in, it's about time some of Haru's ugliness got talked about too. That does not mean, one is better than the other.
Because we see a lot of the MC's thoughts in series like this, we naturally gravitate towards 'normalizing' the MC's behavior or justifying it in some way. Usually these are male fantasies which are considered reprehensible outside of the series context, like engaging in slavery or revenge. It's no different for Haru in this series, we're shown her point of view and I do find it very interesting how quickly people justify her thoughts and actions, just like in the other more male centric series. Chiba is an essential component of this because he is an ever present foil and representation of all repression and "bad luck" she gets. But if he didn't exist, a quick look at her colleagues and other minor characters show how much of a shitty personality she has.
And if what you mean by "i misunderstood everything about Haru" refers to spoils from the novel version, yes I know all of it. It's in fact a huge part of it, without going into spoilers, how her position is very much self-justified and self-centered, how a lot of "realistic" series, particularly isekais, influence the reader to support MCs they would never IRL.