Kimi ni Aisarete Itakatta

[pip25]

Manipulative trash. With great drawings, no doubt, but still manipulative trash. If you want to be generous you can call it torture porn. What gives it away: basically every character other than the current victim is drawn/written as a monster, lest you'd start wondering about their motivations. Yes, bullying happens. Yes, some people are messed up. But they're still people. This manga simplifies things to a ridiculous degree for the sake of portraying a maximum amount of suffering. What's the point?

 

[_MEGA]

@NuMu

I'm not sure where you are getting your information from, but that is incorrect. There are currently 3 volumes released (most recent came out in June) of the manga and it is still ongoing as far as I'm aware in a magazine called Manga Kingdom. I want to say there are currently about 30 chapters released of the series, but someone else may have the exact number. Keep in mind, not every manga out there has been fully translated and posted on MangaDex. Some, such as this one, are works in progress and take some time to update to where the manga currently is.

 

[axelTHEGREAT]

@_mega are you sure dude? I read somewhere in reddit that this one has been cancelled by the publisher/magazine (I can't remember the name) on Ch. 8 because of violent graphic, but if it does have 3 volumes.. OH YEA!

 

[alee76]

Shiruka Bakaudon, she tackles the hard dark and very real underbelly that happens everyday in this world of ours, and the happy innocent shounen /shuojo crowd can't handle it.

 

[GGpX]

@sastrathebest

I've scanned & started working on volume 2. The volume has been partially translated already.

I'm going to be receiving volume 3 in the next week or two (because shipping from Japan to halfway across the world takes time) and I'll be scanning it.

 

[GruntZone360]

@GGpX Thank you Just started reading it and I can't wait for the hot mess to get bigger

 

[ChattyWhacker]

I am very interested in where the story is going. I always find that stories that begin with the conclusion are always intriguing in how the conclusion comes about.

 

[axelTHEGREAT]

@GGpX That's really cool!! Keep it up!!!
and thank you VERY MUCH! 🤩🤩🤩

 

[EaterOfBooks]

Why are we here? Just to suffer?

@GGpX

Thanks for doing this one.

@pip25

basically every character other than the current victim is drawn/written as a monster, lest you'd start wondering about their motivations.

But that's not true. Ch. 8 spoilers:

Spoiler

Ichika, the girl that kicked off the cycle of bullying out of jealousy, got most of a chapter's worth of development that hints that she's actually in a similar "I need to be different than who I was in middle school" boat as the protagonist. Did she fail to take some actually good advice on trying to resolve the situation? Yes. Does any of her development excuse anything she pulled? No. But she's sympathetic to a degree, or at least you can see kinda where she's coming from. And the protagonist isn't coming off so hot after her massive escalation of their conflict into actual rape.

These people are all fucked up, but all the major characters at least have something about them that makes them, and the reasons they're hurting each other, understandable beyond "well, they're just a complete monster".

 

[pip25]

@EaterOfBooks
Indeed,

Spoiler

just in time for her to be raped.

That is why I wrote "current victim", I probably should have used plural. Doesn't help that even the few established motivations of the characters are exaggerated to the point of caricature.

 

[BirchJuice]

All moralfag or buttheart :3 comments on this one...

@Roiisu
>So the author is a hentai writer of sexual violence?
>That’s messed up.
No, how is that messed up?
>I know it’s her job, but making money from people who buy the manga for a heartbreak. I pity the people.
What is there to pity?
>I admire the effort she puts in the manga to make it more despairing though.
That's great.


somewhat relevant: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thoughtcrime

 

[Itsn]

@EaterofBooks

Yeah, I agree. Ichika and Kanae are both absolutely horrible people (Kanae obviously more so), but it's hard not to be sympathetic to people who are so severely mentally damaged.

It'd be nice if Kanae managed to somehow grow into a healthy human being, but as we see at the start, it's not that kind of manga...

 

[me474]

1/10 would be more believable if she didn't have parents
better title : slutty cinderella

 

[drakedog]

this is disgusting get it out of my face

 

[BirchJuice]

@drakedog: Wait, you came here to read this manga...
@me474: Stuff like this and that happens, I know people who experienced worse things, this is childs play in comparison...

 

[katushka]

Karma, bitch.

 

[Vitki]

The art quality just fucking SKYROCKETED out of nowhere. What happened?

 

[me474]

@BirchJuice
usually girls who do this are in need of money and their parents don't really care about their children future
but her mom seem to have an okay salary she is strict to her brother
that't why it doesn't make sense to let her daugher loose with old man
yeah worst stuff happens but if happens to orphan and people who have parents who are addicted to wine or are poor
her family to me seem too stable to let her do what she want
the only thing that make sense given her circumstance is that she should have become neet or suicide
because asian parents very strict with their children routines

 

[drakedog]

@BirchJuice

Calm down tough guy

 

[Aarrs]

I thought this would be a whole lot worse from the rumors.