the thought process of this mc is really off putting, in the previous chapter we know that his dad is hospitalised but he's like nahh i just wanna be a porter, like wtf does he not need more money for his dad. Secondly here he's thinking "what should i do" like wtf again, mc's been on the frontline fighting monsters about the size of monster trucks but now he feels scared or taken aback by hobo looking muggers/kidnappers,etc. Granted he's still doing the right things eventually but why have those dumb ass thoughts in the first place.