I love playing healers, but I can relate to a lot of the things said in this manga. It is really stressful to play as a healer, especially if you are the only healer of the team. Sometimes, you are the only thing preventing the team from collapsing. Once you, the only healer, die, sometimes the entire team die with you. And sometimes people seem to not understand that when they let the healer die, no one is going to be able to heal them.
It is really frustrating to play with incompetent teammates too. I have seen people stupid enough to run away from healing.
And the one thing I hate the most about being a healer is that often you are not recognized for the all the work you have done. You can heal like crazy, keep all of them alive and help win to game, but more often than not no one would think of thanking you or at least show that they know you try hard to heal them. Seriously people, thank your healer. Just a simple βTYβ would do (for me, at least).
I have a lot of pent-up frustration. lol Though I may complain, I am not going to quit playing healer though. I am sometimes tempted to become a DPS instead just so that I can just shoot at things without caring whether other teammates live or die.