dang, eunyung's so full of shit (believe it or not, I say this in a loving or at least compassionate way). like he says he's fine with it all when haejoon says he doesn't want to be friends but then can't help but chase after haejoon. He didn't want to tell haejoon the truth because he was stressed out by all the pressure he felt whenever haejoon would look upon him kindly for something he had done. he hates the pressure he feels from haejoon's expectations, but at the same time he wants so desperately to live up to them and stay friends with haejoon because haejoon really is a great friend and probably the best one eunyung has ever had, even though he's also a really challenging friend for eunyung to have since he doesn't just accept eunyung's bullshit and in fact confronts him about it. It's not a comfortable friendship, but it's a really important one, probably for both of them but especially for eunyung. Man, this author really knows how to twist the knife in the morass that is my feelings about this manhwa T-T