This series is kind of insane, this is the most unhinged protagonist I've seen in a while. If it was just her, I could kind of get it, she was already desperately suicidal and her situation after transmigrating has only gotten worse, but the fact that this other guy sees her, just standing there, doing nothing, saying nothing, and just immediately slashes her with a sword? This whole universe is insane. The fact that she's so intensely single-minded about it is kind of stressful too, she has no curiosity about why she can't die, she doesn't care about anything that's going on around her, she doesn't even seem to feel pain or grief most of the time, she's just like a robot that's 100% focused on finding any possible way to hurt herself at all times.