Why would she care to find out about that if her whole life has been miserable? finding out would just mean that even more misery is coming her way, at least from her point of view, there is no actual benefit.This series is kind of insane, this is the most unhinged protagonist I've seen in a while. If it was just her, I could kind of get it, she was already desperately suicidal and her situation after transmigrating has only gotten worse, but the fact that this other guy sees her, just standing there, doing nothing, saying nothing, and just immediately slashes her with a sword? This whole universe is insane. The fact that she's so intensely single-minded about it is kind of stressful too, she has no curiosity about why she can't die, she doesn't care about anything that's going on around her, she doesn't even seem to feel pain or grief most of the time, she's just like a robot that's 100% focused on finding any possible way to hurt herself at all times.
You're asking me why she should care about the mysterious magical force that is actively preventing her from dying? I mean... so she can die? If you want to enter a room, but the door is locked, you don't have to care about why someone locked it, but you should probably try to find a key, instead of contuing to walk face-first into the closed door and wondering why nothing is happening.Why would she care to find out about that if her whole life has been miserable? finding out would just mean that even more misery is coming her way, at least from her point of view, there is no actual benefit.
I do agree the whole universe of this story is fucked up, all the more the reason for her to gtfo asap.
I don't think that's whats happening tho. Instead of it being a locked door, its more that she finds a door she wants to go through, but every time she opens it, there's another door behind it. Like a never-ending hallway. So in that case, a lot of people would just keep walking forward, opening the doors, hoping that one sticks. Some people would try to figure it out, but if your life has been absolutely garbage and getting to the other side of the door would end that.. I get the MC. I do.You're asking me why she should care about the mysterious magical force that is actively preventing her from dying? I mean... so she can die? If you want to enter a room, but the door is locked, you don't have to care about why someone locked it, but you should probably try to find a key, instead of contuing to walk face-first into the closed door and wondering why nothing is happening.