Ore ni Trauma wo Ataeta Joshi-tachi ga Chirachira Mitekuru kedo, Zannen desu ga Teokure desu - Vol. 5 Ch. 22.3 - We Refused To Acknowledge It.

[WalkingTargetPractice]

I'm new to this series, and I just skipped to the latest chapter. I'm nervous cus of the tragedy tag

 

[hijau90]

This guy mental gymnastics is concerning.

 

[Valkyria-Edge]

This guy mental gymnastics is concerning.

its just how he is lol 90% of his ideas is him fucking himself over for someone else

 

[MrTurtleMan]

Official raw update of 23.1 would be on may 27🙇‍♂️

Do they release as .1 chapters or do you do that yourself?

 

[asphyxiav2]

Do they release as .1 chapters or do you do that yourself?

They release .1 chapters and I buy them so that I could give faster uploads if not, everyone will be forced to read 1-2 months later if waiting for the illegal raws.

 

[IAmInMisery4]

"- I want is to disappear so everyone will be happy. But when I try to disappear, everyone moves to go with me (for some reason?). I don't want them to disappear; it could never make them happy and all I want-"

 

[xXDarksiderXx]

Thanks for the TL mate!

 

[alucard680]

So suddenly he’s having a change of heart and letting these people in?

I don’t really get why that’s happening tbh. He was legitimately treated like shit and the perpetrators feeling bad about it after the fact doesn’t change what he endured all alone throughout all those years. Nobody needs to be surrounded by people that betrayed or mistreated them. Who’d want those constant reminders? Why would he trust them now anyway? In his view it’s more likely that they’re lying to give him hope before crushing him again.

He should go grow fruit away from these people. Let them feel let down and abandoned for a change. He needs a fresh start, not a lifetime of making dogshit people feel better about themselves.

Spoiler

Because he is breaking his aunt´s spell(hypnosis) that makes him not unalive himself in exchange of losing his emotions, he will get back his emotions little by little and let people get near him a lot more. He still try to be a loner by no avail.

 

[wallsg]

If only the chapters that were missing weren't removed...I feel like rereading all of this train wreck from time to time.

Worst case you can find still them on aggregation sites.

 

[wallsg]

I'm new to this series, and I just skipped to the latest chapter. I'm nervous cus of the tragedy tag

No, you need to get the background on this one.

 

[nam23]

So suddenly he’s having a change of heart and letting these people in?

I don’t really get why that’s happening tbh. He was legitimately treated like shit and the perpetrators feeling bad about it after the fact doesn’t change what he endured all alone throughout all those years. Nobody needs to be surrounded by people that betrayed or mistreated them. Who’d want those constant reminders? Why would he trust them now anyway? In his view it’s more likely that they’re lying to give him hope before crushing him again.

He should go grow fruit away from these people. Let them feel let down and abandoned for a change. He needs a fresh start, not a lifetime of making dogshit people feel better about themselves.

he has never resented them in the first place. While they hurt him and they understand that he has never distanced himself from them out of hate, he distanced himself because he felt unwanted(and honestly he didn't try to get away very hard)
Not everyone is unable to forgive people, and not everyone who hurts other are remorseless irredeemable assholes. His problem with the situations is his emotional scars which he is not recovered from yet, but is moving towards.


In addition going "on his own" hasn't and wouldn't benefit him in any way, as the isolation is what made things worse. All he s been doing by himself is be more and more numb and emotionally dead

 

[phorx]

he has never resented them in the first place. While they hurt him and they understand that he has never distanced himself from them out of hate, he distanced himself because he felt unwanted(and honestly he didn't try to get away very hard)
Not everyone is unable to forgive people, and not everyone who hurts other are remorseless irredeemable assholes. His problem with the situations is his emotional scars which he is not recovered from yet, but is moving towards.


In addition going "on his own" hasn't and wouldn't benefit him in any way, as the isolation is what made things worse. All he s been doing by himself is be more and more numb and emotionally dead

He hasn’t been alone because he can’t escape from his mom and sister unless he runs away from home again. I think he’d be happier if he did that tbh. At the very least he should change schools.

It’s far more lonely to be around people that hate and exclude you than to just be by yourself.

All of the people that hurt him may be feeling remorse but they haven’t learned anything. Their efforts are to alleviate their own guilt and are still not taking his feelings or best interests consideration.

They can apologize, but then it should be up to the person they’ve wronged to decide what (if any) relationship they have going forward. Instead these people just keep pushing and pushing to get their own way. It’s disgusting

 

[fucknvampire]

show them the power of nakama

 

[nam23]

He hasn’t been alone because he can’t escape from his mom and sister unless he runs away from home again. I think he’d be happier if he did that tbh. At the very least he should change schools.

You would be. He wouldn't. And that's fine either way

It’s far more lonely to be around people that hate and exclude you than to just be by yourself.

They factually don't hate him.

All of the people that hurt him may be feeling remorse but they haven’t learned anything. Their efforts are to alleviate their own guilt and are still not taking his feelings or best interests consideration.They can apologize, but then it should be up to the person they’ve wronged to decide what (if any) relationship they have going forward. Instead these people just keep pushing and pushing to get their own way. It’s disgusting

Of the people who wronged him, they have understood what is it they ve done causing it. The mom literally had a chapter where she understood through another former classmate her actions are still lacking. In this current arc, the classmates including his two former friend and the class prez are standing up for him not to be framed and reminding him that they don't think they d be better off if he was gone.

Them all swinging to fuck him is way too much in the other direction but it's not a case of them litterally changing nothing in their behavior.