This was a strong exploration of the psychological roots of toxicity and loneliness, the deep human need to understand and to be understood. For those who are quick to label it as disgusting, freakish, or messed up, I don’t blame you at all. In a way, that reaction reflects how fortunate some people are to have not lived through environments like this. For others, however, these dynamics were all too common in the ’90s and early 2000s. Abuse, manipulation, emotional surrender, and hopelessness, yet still clinging to the faint hope that something better might exist.
The part where the husband was “deleted” felt less grounded in reality. While things like that can happen, it’s far less likely, and that twist felt more like an artistic choice by the author than a natural outcome of the story.
Overall, I really enjoyed this manga. The only part that pulled me out of it was that ending, I think I would’ve found it even more impactful if the characters had been beaten down and escaped through some loophole instead. But at the same time, that might have softened the dark, gritty tone the manga clearly wanted to maintain.