to the translator (or anyone else going through a similar situation); I hope the pain eases soon, but it's understandable that healing takes time. thank you so much for still uploading this chapter, for us fans, despite your circumstances. your mama sounds super admirable and I'm sure she's looking down at you from above being proud for the woman you've become and I'm sure she wants you and your siblings to be happy. the pain right now must feel unbearable, but after a while, you will continue to live happily for your mom, and the best thing anyone can do for a lost loved one, is to never forget and cherish the memories, as they still remain very lively in the memories you have with them. best wishes to everyone going through a tough time right now, stay strong.