I'm pretty sure that I've said something like that before in the deleted chapters but:
I really just want this manga to somehow be a "what if" type that ultimately makes him end up with Koga.
Like, it's not like I particularly don't like Mai for some reason, but... I just really can't seem to actually care about her in any way.
I just want my 'Koga best girl' fantasies to come into fruition.