she is beautiful - Vol. 5 Ch. 38 - set me free

[MangaDex]

 

[darssava]

Sorry for the wait everyone, but please welcome our new translator!!
Anyway, I really enjoyed this chapter. I can see where both Hikari and Sayaka are coming from. Even though her reasoning is selfish, Hikari is right that a life hooked up to tubes with the possibility of being turned into an unconscious incubator at any moment isn't much of a life. I honestly respect her decision to erase her memories. I can't imagine living with that kind of guilt o.o
Also, dr. reisho so knows theyre gay lol

 

[shinmera]

Thanks for y'alls work on this!

 

[pip25]

I understand her point of view, but this is the definition of a first-world problem. Everyone makes mistakes, even mistakes that haunt them for the rest of their lives. I've made some too. We have to learn to cope with them - you know, instead of thinking about killing the person who reminds us of said mistakes, or having our memory erased of said mistakes. The fact that, in this story, the characters actually have the option to do otherwise is somewhere between humorous and frightening.

 

[SPARTAN-141]

I understand her point of view, but this is the definition of a first-world problem. Everyone makes mistakes, even mistakes that haunt them for the rest of their lives. I've made some too. We have to learn to cope with them - you know, instead of thinking about killing the person who reminds us of said mistakes, or having our memory erased of said mistakes. The fact that, in this story, the characters actually have the option to do otherwise is somewhere between humorous and frightening.

Well said, it's how we grow as people. What Hikari chose is understandable, but not any less reprehensible.

 

[ipmanvsthemask]

Man, the doctor's god complex is fucking huge.

 

[Ichaivalrose]

We're so fucking back thank you for tl

It's awesome that we have 2 very intense scifi-dystopia yuris being translated rn I am EATING

 

[Pibata]

We're back!!!

 

[punpunpun]

she is so back

Also, dr. reisho so knows theyre gay lol

it's a feature not a bug

 

[Azuleath]

2 very intense scifi-dystopia yuris being translated rn

Which one is the other one you're talking about?

 

[Ichaivalrose]

Which one is the other one you're talking about?

Harmony

 

[Kaymd]

I understand her point of view, but this is the definition of a first-world problem. Everyone makes mistakes, even mistakes that haunt them for the rest of their lives. I've made some too. We have to learn to cope with them - you know, instead of thinking about killing the person who reminds us of said mistakes, or having our memory erased of said mistakes. The fact that, in this story, the characters actually have the option to do otherwise is somewhere between humorous and frightening.

Very well said. And going further, philosophically speaking, an individual is made up of the accumulated experiences - both good and bad. They are an integral part of one's character. Would a person be the same if they selectively erase unpleasant memories? Would they have the same maturity or wisdom?
This manga has quite the deep plot, completely unpredictable.

 

[TempestFox]

every chapter i read makes me more annoyed that the doctors already dead im praying for a proper flashback chapter where we actually see him die

 

[Amerine]

Weird, I thought there were 37 chapters when I stayed reading

Oh

OH

We are so back (I just got here)

 

[arachnoiditis]

We are so fucking back. I started reading this a few days ago after seeing some pages on Reddit, with no actual hopes of seeing a continuation past 37 any time soon. I'm completely hooked on this manga and happy y'all got a translator. Hoping for a complete translation in the observable future, keep up the good work.

 

[Hootanic]

Man, the doctor's god complex is fucking huge.

He's such a single minded monster - sees an opportunity to get some data and takes it. Just ignores any speck of humanity.

 

[genR]

I thought Kurumi's memory loss may have been caused by Sayaka not wanting her to remember her murder, but it's becoming quite clear it's just that she's going to be woken up by a half-assed experimental capsule.

Now I'm wondering. Is it Reisho who comes up with another crazy application for his capsules and uses Kurumi as a guinea pig for his newest wake-people-from-comas invention ? Or all this talk about the cost of keeping Kurumi alive is announcing another even more disgusting project to get their money's worth; and Sayaka feels forced to try some last hope shenanigans to try and wake her up before it's too late ? With the disastrous results we know off…

Going from Hikari getting rid of her guilt for putting Kurumi in a coma, to Sayaka's guilt for improperly getting her out of it.

 

[Mlfg_AK]

Man, the doctor's god complex is fucking huge.

He keeps reminding me of Bondrewd from made in abyss💀

m praying for a proper flashback chapter where we actually see him die

there is, it was either 40 or 41 can't recall, it also contains a huge plot revelation




oh waos, I was right abt Hikari erasing her memories out of guilt, I'm so sorry Sayaka I'm never doubting you again 😭 and damn! my point still stands but worse, imagine the girl u like always talking abt the girl that basically left her for dead!

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[edvin796]

With this chapter it's made absolutely, crystal clear that Sayaka just wanted what was best for Kurumi and genuinely cared for her and her wishes.

I still wonder where Kurumis message about not trusting Sayaka in her book that set the whole story off came from, the other sus stuff Sayaka did then has already been answered, but that one still hasn't been

 

[Beregorn]

It's the memory and regret of your mistakes that prevents you from repeating them: if your way of dealing with your mistakes is killing off whoever remembers you of them, you are 100% a sociopath.