I kind of get what is happening, and that was better than the last chapter where I didn't know but still made sense.
I believe that being able to comphand it will take some time for me, but otherwise, it makes sense in a way I don't understand.
But it is a life of solitude, even a life at that point, as you wouldn't have anything to base yourself against, so you wouldn't really be able to formalise yourself. Therefore, are you anything at that point as your just stuck in endless void, you might as well not be they and they would be no difference.