What is with this obsession to self insert as someone who is willing to allow women and children to debase themselves sexually around you, but not actually act upon it so it's not actually illegal? Like morally, do you think you're in the clear because, with dick in hand, you aren't actually imagining fucking them?
I'm not saying you shouldn't like this, it's just an odd hypocrisy to like this stuff, but get off to the idea of you pushing them away and "doing the right thing"