One of my colleagues at work experienced the same thing, she was planning to throw away the kid with no prior reason while cradling on her arms, she easily get agitated, annoyed, depressed, anxious, insecure, you name it... she even thinking that her husband is already cheating on her because of her shape of her body after giving birth and not looking good because she is always tired taking care of their child.... I pity her for that. Also Harsen leaving her like that is not a good thing, but you can't blame him if he is the one who runs the Duchy. I hope even her mother visits her or she visit her mom in their home, that will literally help her rather than the maids helping her.