Fuck this guy and fuck the childhood friend too. How on earth are you suppose to like this girl, she is so flawless that is impossible to actually relate to her. Not only that, but she is so pushy to the point where is actually annoying. So you ignore him for so much time just because he once offhandedly said he was into gyrus??? And now, after he showed some basic human decency and helped you on the train you are like, well time to go back to how things to be in the past and get myself all over him and tell him that I love him after ignoring him for years. So what, you couldn't have done this any other moment in the past more gradually, getting molested and have him helped you was the sing that you needed to get back on track?? Does that mean that otherwise you would have continue ignoring him forever?? Like of course he is going to be on the fence about your advance if you come so suddenly after not talking or showing interest on him after what seem like years and all of a sudden you are all over them, man I really don't blame him, I'd be suspicious too. And I get it, this is some escapist fantasy of being a loner and still being adore by the most perfect and beautiful girl in school, I get who this manga is for. But, why would you introduce a girl as good as Torigoe just to have here suffer. Like what is the point in that??? The author is doing this character so dirty and makes the childhood friend more dis-likeable. I mean she is soooo perfect she is good and everything and now she is even gonna get the guy she likes after ignoring him for years??? Meanwhile our girl here spent all that time being his friend and keeping him company and now she is gonna lose so easily to the school idol that has it everything. Fells sad