I understand that it's hard to not miss your family, the time they spent with you, all your friends and best friends. Especially if you have a bucket list of all you wanna do but was never able to do it all. You never know when you'll die. I never really thought about death. But I recently had a dream about dying and it felt HORRIBLE.I felt stupid for thinking lightly of death. I felt stupid for not thinking that I would miss my family if I died. You'd probably think that death can be ignored and you dont have to think about it at the moment. But when you die, its very unexpected. Just like in this manga, you'd never put into consideration that the lady would push you off. But she did. So I can kinda understand where she's coming from. Although she hated them all, It would be hard to keep sane after everything. She probably got so confused and just wanted to meet her family again which led to her blaming them. There are just some moments that I just want everyone to shut up and fck off. (Yes. You may call me crazy.) I'm guessing this is what she felt. I mean, you cant really blame her. Although my family's really messed up, I still love them and would sacrifice my life for them. (Ok. Im getting emotional. Idk why.) If you really think more into it, or put yourself in her situation, you'll be able to understand the FL's actions and why would she think that way. But anyways, this story has became very realistic. This is defenitely what you would think if you were in that situation. I'm guessing the author had some near-death experience? Although you might think character development is a bit rushed since its only been 8 chapters, I dont think it's gonna be that quick to move on. Im guessing in the next chapters, she'll still be thinking of her past life but at the same time, accept them as her family (not really but kinda.) I'm looking forward to reading this manga and thank you for the chapter! 💕