@gyrocahyo just reminder that people reaction to the pain is not same...
there's people who can withstand the pain and not screaming, there's people who screaming and crying like a madman, or there's people who holding the pain by muting and talking to themselves..
for me is the latter, since i also do that when i'm in pain, crying? yes, but not screaming, just talking and distract myself to ease the pain....