Some people are saying the author trying to equate sex to drug but lol, it's not that. It's that power to fulfil your insatiable desire that self-proclaimed demon bestowed upon her. It's tantamount to the effect of drug that drives human crazy! How foolish, someone who is incapable of feeling passion yearning for it is rather surreal. Now I don't wanna find myself feeling pity for pedos... I mean that's what woulda pedo do, and she was maniac from the very beginning