Its not why? Its how? I gotta reread I thought earlier in the story it said that the vampires didn't die in the sun thought I might just not be remembering correctlyIt just struck me after reading all those comments from the previous chapter about being shocked that both mahiru and kiku decided to die with a whimper....
Most people are really poor at recognizing and handling others with mental illness and social dysfunction. Often how they react to such things even makes things worse. And the worst but sadly not that rare outcome may be "What? He/she committed suicide? Why? They seemed fine!"
I'd ask more people to consider that notion after reading this. There's plenty of other characters in-universe who are not surprised at all. You can argue whether their wisdom is bad writing, but it doesn't change the point. You get to reflect on this now when it's just a manga, not a person you know in real life.
The thing about that outcome is that people don't generally realize that someone deeply depressed suddenly snapping back to normal or even super happy is actually a really common indicator that they're about to kill themselves. A gradual recovery is good, a sudden recovery is quite possibly "I'm finally free. I'm not going to suffer any more." suicide planning.Most people are really poor at recognizing and handling others with mental illness and social dysfunction. Often how they react to such things even makes things worse. And the worst but sadly not that rare outcome may be "What? He/she committed suicide? Why? They seemed fine!"
i think the letter was probably his weakness...which makes this chap even sadder... So like... did Mahiru die to the sun cause he was a newborn (Sun doesn't kill vamps right in this?) or did he have an item of weakness that caused him to die (like the phone)?