man this was painful to read but in a good way, its crazy how years of badmouthing while praising other dude can legit screw over your confession eh, pff, she had it coming, but still she kinda got the point across, so its all good
Seeing someone gets what she deserved should be satisfying in normal circumstance, but not in this case... this is just sad. Tsundere irl, your crush won't believe you like him after all those years of you being tsun.