If I may never find love, then so be it. In spite of it all, I will create that which I yearn for, and the fact I shall never reach it will only fuel my will. My only fear is that I lose vision of the journey, and create only the conclusion, removing the pleasure altogether.
It sounds like you need a Klondike bar! You are not you when you are hungry!
100 Ghost Stories That Will Lead to My Own Death