"I want revenge, I'll do anything to make that happen!" No you won't mate, you lived sorry sack of a life and you didn't really try to fight back at all.
"That time I died and reincarnated as an Imperium citizen, only to have my homeworld captured by Chaos Marines and turned into a Slaneesh's priest sex slave and be literally fucked Metaphysicaly/Mentally/Physically to death."