Its weird that i have a terrible entomophobia—but im just fine touching and eating crabs, lobsters, crayfish, shrimps when they are all practically looks the same. I cant believe myself that i have countlessly passed out bcs of bugs/insects. I had once hurting myself just to kill/remove a damn grasshopper that my brother put in the back of my shirt—as i impulsively throw my body down to the ground—which resulted in me hitting a pebbles/rocks on the back of my head. I remember they had to clear a portion of my hair to stitches the wounds close. What a day that is.