Ah, I've been feeling conflicted for a while now. A part of me doesn't forget what he did and that's why I really didn't want him as the ML, but over and over again the author insists in showing us why he can and will be the one (there's no real competition for him so it's obvious they'll get married at some point).
The more vulnerable he's shown, the more I'm getting used to the idea. In the beginning, I was hella annoyed about that, about the author's intention of making him look good, but I guess at the end we're just seeing that he's just a human behind that mask and that despite his actions, he's still doing his best for a bigger picture than just himself. I guess that's what the author tries to give us to accept him and idk, even tho at this point I'm still a bit reluctant about him, I guess I'm also getting more and more open to the idea of this couple.
Maybe is the power of reading the story as the translated chapters get released as well. It gives more time to "adapt" and accept that idea. The chapters, in general, are slow-paced, the situations are not excessive and they're not suddenly jumping to hella romantic scenes where both swear to each other eternal love or some nonsensical behavior, and that'exactly s why it's getting more and more difficult to reject their relationship. Idk, would at some point be able to fully ship them with all my blessings? (Not that it matters since it's just a story lmao)
Tnks for your hard work guys ❤️
Edit: Ofc that my best boy Kiel would be ideal but it's clear that the author doesn't really care about him. )':