Can anyone tell me how much longer until her spirit appears?
If the manga ever got to volume 2 content.
I really can't understand Lisa's way of thinking. too unhinged for me. Cute chapter tho
Excluding the part where she think what she's doing is actually meaningful, it's like people who live while being karma bean counter.
Seeing her background, she's from lower ranked family. In stories, they're usually closer to commoners, and not involved in politics.
Stories with them as heroine plays it positively as they are honest, understand feeling of commoners, and those qualities are "unusual" for the capture targets who are tired with rules and scheming women wearing masks.
While story about villainess (who are traditionally from high ranking family) picture them as unrefined, lack the common sense of high society, and acting without thinking of consequences. It also usually put them as dreamers who thought everything will be okay as long as you have love; while villainess from higher status usually understand they live in society (except reincarnated villainess, who usually just want to throw away their status and live free like
animal adventurer).
The prince also intentionally made her feel "special".
Brigitte is already playing the role as a stupid and boastful villainess. It's easy for Joseph to treat Lisa differently, like complaining about Brigitte to her and praise her for making him feel better.
These kind of treatment (something you think he won't do with just anyone) makes Lisa feels special. His praises, and how she managed to attack Brigitte without getting any resistance also build her confidence that she is doing something right or she will always win, and she's not getting things for free, just her effort being rewarded.
And all that made her feel empowered. She used to be just a nobody in the noble society, but now she is the prince's beloved, she became taller than everyone.
Now though, that "special" status she had tasted is slipping away. Joseph starts to ignore her, and everyone took her for a fool. She couldn't accept what she did before is wrong, so she just dive deeper into the delusion.