I'm not officially identified as in the Autism spectrum. But I often don't realize that my actions are weird in the eyes of other people and having a hard time to understand what people feels based on their subtle gesture. Even something simple like talking with friends or answering stranger's phone call gives me quite strong panic attacks. Although I disagree with her line of thinking, I understand her motivation. Because this kind of life really sucks, noone could understand your peculiar way of thinking, and you get judged everyday for your inability to think like normal people. People saying that you're a complete idiot/belongs to assylum would be a common occurence, massive and systematic bullying in school which will give you trauma till the end of your life, and even your parents eventually will give up on you and join the other side.