.....that was awkward and painful to read at the start. It physically hurt me
Now? I'm not sure how read that last statement. Could be as a lover. A child. A pet. Fuck if I know. But fuckjng christ, be an ADULT!
You took several hours to rephrase your statement and the moment she tries to pull back because of your dumbass confession your attempt is vague. I feel bad for the woman.