Idk if it's okay to put this here or not but watching this chapter made me regret the life decisions I have took, well I'm a 17 year old guy will be 18 in 2 months and I live alone completely alone far away from my family from my friends from the people who loved me . I took this step to become a strong guy a guy every one can look up to , I work hard every day here I'm doing my trainings and chasing my goals. But in the end of the day when I come back to my room I feel lonely very lonely all of this past 2 years I told my self this loneliness is what the peace I was chasing but recently I feel this all was just pain of loneliness it's almost 2 years Living alone in a different city and recently I'm feeling very lonely. And today reading this story made me remember of those girls in my high school life those girls were actually cared about me they actually loved me , but fool me rejected every one of them by labeling it "I need to focus on my self" . In the end I'm here on my bed all alone and thinking about those times, and wondering what could have happened if I didn't just walk out. If anyone reading this I want you tell that I think happiness can't be chased , it's always with you you just need cherish it you just have to acknowledge it . At last I want to tell you guys don't abound the people who really loves you for your goal because maybe without those people, the goal you are chasing won't feel like the " goal "
