Boy's Abyss - Vol. 17 Ch. 172 - Last Wish

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Tomoka-chan was an A+ friend. Even in elementary school she saw through Mao's BS and offered a refuge to Nagi, though sadly, that route was not meant to be.

I hope Nagi does find healing and a measure of peace eventually, just so the cycle of horror for her will end.
 
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Even a child could tell he was no good. Next arc is tracking him down, yeah? I know they say the best revenge is a life lived happily, but no fucking way should he be allowed to keep anything he has.

Also, and I want to be clear that what happened to her is awful, but i find it kind of funny that reiji was so torn up about her entering the AV industry only to find out it’s already been way worse. Hopefully he was just worried about, you know, her being used in the “manipulated” sense and not the “used goods” sense, but if that was part of it, i hope he feels suitably ashamed. I hate that mode of thinking, and part of me is glad that he has to deal with that, despite the absolute nightmare of the reality of the situation.
 
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this is fucked. the whole thing is fucked. i hate this. im going home

but real talk, what kind of salvation (other than death) is appropriate for these poor souls? like can you even live a happy life withholding such scars? i really wish we'll have a happy ending from this manga coz if it's anything but that i might cry a lot
 
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I didn't catch the faded words on the black background at first but once I did-- man, Nagi was put in a truly horrible situation from the start. Manga doesn't often tell a stronger story through text alone but in this case.... that all those horrible things and years of abuse fit into tiny speech bubbles in a single panel somehow makes her whole experience feel even more chilling than seeing it illustrated would have been. It's as if for her, the faces, people, places didn't even register, just the words she was told. Her opinion didn't count, there are no responses, no reactions. Just years of pain and trauma, compartmentalized into a tiny box on a single page.

It comes across as an intentional artistic decision, rather than a way to quickly gloss over Nagi's backstory as the series hurtles toward resolution. This manga has never shied away from showing the characters' physical reactions - the range of emotions a face can express, bodies wasting away, tears of despair, hunched over shoulders. It's shown how each character might perceive a scene - like drowning in the river being shown both in flashbacks and in imagination. But with Nagi's story here, the reader is left to imagine what her situation might have been like, but they will never see what she saw. Whatever horror she went through is something the reader will never be able to understand.

What the reader does see, over these last few chapters, is that the earthquake shattered her entire world. She's spent the rest of her life bewildered by having been spared, feeling guilty for having survived, and, like a child, latching on to anyone who offered to guide her to shelter and safety without questioning their intentions. She's never quite gotten past the shell shock, so she may actually be satisfied with just being given a shelter, a blanket, some food and water. What remains to be seen is whether she can finally pull through.
 
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We knew she was going to have a shitty past but this arc has reached a depth of "LET'S PISS THE AUDIENCE OFF" for the series.
 
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this manga is ending soon?

despite every bad feeling I get when reading this manga I'll miss my weekly doses of "where's the therapist in this manga?"
They need an analyst therapist.

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Honestly, if I had to give Nagi's backstory flashback a score, I would have to give it a 6/10. Firstly, as the story unfolds we receive pieces of what Nagi went through, which took away some of the suspense. The only really new information was how her mind was broken. Secondly, Mao's character is very shallow. Did he put Nagi through all this because he really thinks she's to blame for her parents' deaths and needs to be punished? Is he a sociopath who uses people and then throws them away when he no longer needs them? What are his reasons? It's not clear and it feels like he was just designed to be hated.

Thanks for the chapter!
Remember this is from Nagis perspective. She was a child so she had no way of knowing why he did this so Reiji and we the readers can't know either.
But maybe we get more of him later on. There's a chance Nagi and Reiji encounter him.
 
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Jesus. The bait and switch from "uh oh she's gonna do jav how horrible" to just straight up revealing she was forced into child prostitution is a gut punch. As far as I remember we were only shown some sketchy photo shoot from when she was a junior idol.
 
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Remember this is from Nagis perspective. She was a child so she had no way of knowing why he did this so Reiji and we the readers can't know either.
But maybe we get more of him later on. There's a chance Nagi and Reiji encounter him.
With the story coming to an end and considering it's misery porn, I really doubt we'll see Mao again or any kind of retribution. If Mao had appeared earlier in the story and been a better developed character perhaps, but as he was only shown now near the end and in a rushed manner, it seems very unlikely to me. As a fellow reader on Reddit said, Mao seems to be more of a plot device than a character.
 
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With the story coming to an end and considering it's misery porn, I really doubt we'll see Mao again or any kind of retribution. If Mao had appeared earlier in the story and been a better developed character perhaps, but as he was only shown now near the end and in a rushed manner, it seems very unlikely to me. As a fellow reader on Reddit said, Mao seems to be more of a plot device than a character.
I feel like you didn't read my comment at all. It was from Nagis perspective. Reiji and us get told what she went through. It was the exact same way when Esemori told Reiji his past and some things from Yuko were left out because he couldn't knew them.
 
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I feel like you didn't read my comment at all. It was from Nagis perspective. Reiji and us get told what she went through. It was the exact same way when Esemori told Reiji his past and some things from Yuko were left out because he couldn't knew them.

My reply to you was about this:

But maybe we get more of him later on. There's a chance Nagi and Reiji encounter him.
 
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i can't take this plot seriously anymore, ryo needs to move onto another project, i can tell her creative energy is starting to be strained by this kusomanga.

literally this conflict makes no sense. nagi's mental illness makes no sense, the plot feels pointless and none of the characters are even likeable anymore. i guess if you're still reading this like I am, we're just here to see the ending.
I really hope ryo goes back to tighter storytelling like in Himegoto rather than this bloated mess and what it became.
 
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