God why am i so awful lately, I know that it's impossible to get good quickly but GOD i can't make SHIT. it feels like I can't do ANYTHING with myself as ANY hobby I try to do will always result in failure. Reading manga? Can't do that because i'll get made fun of. Playing games, also can't do that because i'm dogshit at EVERYTHING I play. "Drawing"? Just take one look at this thread and you'll know full well I'm just a hopeless soul who's forever doomed to get mogged by some random person who actually has the mental capabilities to fucking practice well. The only thing I'll ever be decent at life is just existing, and even THEN I'm doing an shit job at it. Shit like this makes me wonder why I was even born in the first place.