Don't read pls
Most of things that we can find in manga actually somehow relate to the real world and the meanings reflect it. If we had to do it with this manga things would get quite ridiculous. The whole point of it is to fight the bad fate that was put on us against our will, that's fine, but the problem arises with the way its shown, the main character kills people and uses them to get the most value possible, because he considers them as the part of his bad fate. All of it is also justified by the whole amount of time he spent suffering by other people. What was it.. 10 years? Imagine a person to which only bad things happen for this time and thinks of himself as a total victim of it. There is something wrong with it and I'll tell you what. You always have a choice no matter what situation. The choices you make in life matter to you and other people so you always gotta take responsibility for them. The idea of this guy is that he took every bad choice and is not happy with bad ending. That's really funny.. Also.. Humans can accommodate to any place and any situation. We will find ways to laugh and joke even at the brink of the death and 10 years is a lot of a time. If it was me I'd start thinking after few months about "what if I will stay here forever" and future itself, and by it I mean friends, family, that kinda stuff. But this guy did not. That's inhuman. Great example of proper humanity is Overlords Momonga who even though can kill thousands without blinking he pays a lot of attention to his subordinates and also Rou from Re:Monster who does the same.. Yeah, by all of it I meant the main character didn't became bad cause of things that happened to him, but he was bad from the start. Some people have a few screws missing and he is one of them.. or he is just simply badly written blank character.
"Yo, but this is only a fantasy and they are just NPC's.. who cares if you kill them.." I guess that's right, but is this only me who can empathize with these characters? Killing in games is normal nowadays and that's fine, but not many of them just let a player purely enjoy abuse on a good people or civilians, aaaand then go a step further and try to justify it..
I've met a lot of people who take peace in being a victim and that's why I fucking hate this character. I hope author of this story doesn't in anyway self-relate to him..