"he hasn't reacted to my looks even a little bit" lol wtf? You told him you'd never love him, that you loved your ex and that was your fated lover, refused to kiss him during your marriage, and didn't allow him a honeymoon. And when he comes home you dont give a shit. WHY WOULD HE REACT TO SUCH A PERSON? To any rational person YOU PUT OUT EVERY "STOP" sign imaginable..
Also why is it "unfortunate" he doesn't react to your looks when you don't want that in the first place ya derp.