I'm getting mad at this comments saying shit like this is just how introvert life is, how they wanna fix her becuz shes attractive, how this is joblessness.
This isnt about unemployment, this isnt about introvertedness, this isnt about failure, its a pretty damn realistic depiction of depression and how it affects the mind of people going through it. If the first think that comes to mind when you see this you are a porn addict, which is a problem and u should get help (seriously), and if you think this is some phase that everyone goes through when they face a hard time you just do not know the full extent of depression and how incapacitating it actually is, maybe because u havent lived with someone with this but please don't downplay it.
This manga is clearly showing us how she got to this point, growing up as a child to an adult and not learning or getting the opportunity to express herself and find out what she wants to life. The way she found to express her desires was denying everything that society imposed on her, but even that is not what she whats to do, hence the way she feels bad about being how she is, this is not what she wants to be like, but the only other option is something she already knows for sure she does not so she ends up stuck between the desire to change and the lack of knowledge of other options.
Depression is freaking serious and incapacitating disease, seek professional help if you identify with this manga and offer a hand to those around you that seem like they are in a bad place, they almost always are in much worse situations unknown to you and may get depressive. Stay safe