I heard that the next chapter will be the last! WHYYYYY?! This has been one of if not my favorite manga series EVER! I want to leave it on 'reading' forever... It's made me reflect on how contradictory my desires are with my reeality... but it makes me happy for some reason, like... as long as I can keep reading about their happiness then I can get a little bit of that in myself bit by bit. Frankly, I don't think I can really 'love'... does that make sense? Like I'm not sure if I'm emotionally mature enough to harbor such feelings and yet.... I want to be loved more than anything ellse in the world, I want to make someone else feel loved but Im awkward and introverted and I don't talk much, I don't like being a guy, tbph I've wished I was a girl for about 3-4 years now... that's my impossible and impossibly stupid dream that can NEVER come true, but when I absorb myself in this kinda manga it makes me happy, makes me forget about all that stuff... if only for a little while, but there isn't enough of this kinda manga in the world to last me forever and when that last chapter comes out I'll feel like crying... because a little source of my happiness will leave me... sorry to be all pity-party mode but this kinda thing just gets me super emotional and I end up wailing shit out like a moron, but even so, I don;t feel like deleting it, maybe there are others like me 'round here who can feel comforted by this somehow? I dunno. I hope I can help some of y'all, if y'all ever need to chat hmu and I'll respond as soon as I can, if you read all of this then thank you and have a wonderful day <3 bah I really don't like talking about myself but sometimes it seems like all I do, whatever