Honestly my life is a journey of suffering, pain and the fact I'm way too stubborn to give up. If God wills, the current climate of things going well will stay.
I'm now able to make quite a bit of money but now that I can a lot of my aspirations of just kinda "fizzled" you know? Like, now that I've reached a point where my aspirations don't feel like dreams I have to fight for, the drive has really relaxed. I'm fighting against it but man, it really is easy to get content when things go well. Gotta be careful.