If you're gonna be stuck as this scumbag, hated by the world before you can even do anything... might as well go out with a bang, right? Steal some cash, buy some hookers and cocaine, and just wait for death to come naturally so you can get it over with. Why would he want to survive as this piece of trash? There's no motivation. Under the circumstances, he's not going to redeem himself. Even if he miraculously turned things around as this guy, started a successful business, donated billions to charity, and cured cancer, he'll probably just get a heart attack as soon as he finds happiness.