Imasara desu ga, Osananajimi o Suki ni Natte Shimaimashita - Ch. 41 - Everything, Falling Apart

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ou could say Aya seemed kind of dependent on Hikari, and Hikari, whether she sensed that aura or not, seemed way too invested in Aya.
Glad the friends are clocking the codependence. Agree it's my fave part. I think it's interesting that Hikari hasn't told them what's happening b/c that's in a way protecting Aya.

Also Seki is an excellent energy match for Yuki and Haru.
 
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Chapter 42: The Uprising of the Meddlesome Girls

Early October, and it's a weekday Friday!
The early afternoon, right after fifth period—the first class in the afternoon.

Yuki: "It's totalllly weird, I'm telling you! I mean, ever since the festival, Hikarin's totally stopped talking!"
Haru: "On the plus side, you've been talking more to make up for it."

By the way, since fifth period was P.E., we're currently in the middle of changing and chatting in the girls' locker room.

...So, hey, everyone, can you tell who I am~?
And while we're at it, can you tell who's here in the locker room with me~?

Yuki: "Even today, she went and changed and left without us."
Haru: "Nah, it's not just Hikari—pretty much everyone left us behind."
Yuki: "Wait, really? Ugh, everyone's so heartless~!"
Haru: "That's because you won't stop talking and won't change, Yuki!"

Yes, that's second-year Class C's Yuki Hirai.
And then there's me, also second-year Class C—me, Ichigaya... Haru!

There's a reason why the two of us, who usually hang out as a group of four, are having this hushed, almost secret-talk-like chat by ourselves.

Yuki: "Ugh! Harucchi, aren't you worried about Hikarin at all!?"
Haru: "Of course I'm worried... I never thought she'd go that far..."

What we're talking about is what happened a few days ago at the school festival.

We worked hard at our class's maid café from the morning, then at the after-festival party, we cheered on Hikari and her childhood friend-turned-boyfriend's love story, and then he went and confessed to Hikari, and then...

Yuki: "Right, right? Who would've thought her childhood friend would get dumped~?"
Haru: "It didn't seem like that at all when he came to our class's maid café~"
Yuki: "So... something must've happened between them during the after-party~"
Haru: "Something like... what?"

Seriously, what?
When he came to our class's café, they both seemed so innocent and totally in sync...
What kind of dramatic turn of events could've happened in just a few hours?

...Well, there is one thing.
I really don't think it's that, but there's one factor—a one-in-a-million chance—that might be related. But still...

Yuki: "Plus, Ayachin hasn't been coming to school at all..."
Haru: "Ah! You're gonna say it? You're really gonna say it!?"
Yuki: "...Hey, do you think these two things are connected?"
Haru: "I don't wanna think sooo~!"
Yuki: "Me toooo~!"

Well, since Yuki spilled it even though I was trying to be vague, I'll just say it.
Since that day... the day Hikari's smile and words vanished from her face...
We haven't seen Aya even once.

Yuki: "Those two were so close..."
Haru: "A little too close, honestly..."

I don't know how her boyfriend factors into this.
But their closeness... no, their "excessive closeness" felt a little dangerous to me.

You could say Aya seemed kind of dependent on Hikari, and Hikari, whether she sensed that aura or not, seemed way too invested in Aya.
But even so... Aya wasn't jealous of Hikari falling for her childhood friend; if anything, I felt like she was the most supportive of it among our group.

Yet now...
Aya hasn't been coming to school, deleted her LINE account, and has completely vanished.

Yuki: "Ugh, this is so frustrating~! Harucchi, we should really find out what happened~!"
Haru: "Even if you say that... I'm scared to talk to Hikari about it now..."

Because Hikari won't say anything about it—not a word.
I can't tell if she's angry, worried, or sad.

...Her hollowed-out aura is so intense that even we hesitate to ask.

Yuki: "That's why~, instead of asking Hikarin, we should ask directly~"
Haru: "You mean Aya? That's even worse! Besides, she deleted her contact info..."
Yuki: "There's one more person, though~. Someone who might know what's going on with Hikarin~"
Haru: "…………Who?"
Yuki: "Fufufu~"

Just as we finished changing back into our uniforms and were about to head back to the classroom...
Yuki suddenly flashed a mischievous, almost naughty grin.

…………

…………

Yuki: "Ah~, here, here! Finally found it~"
Haru: "H-Hey... are we really gonna ambush him like this?"

Early October, and it's a weekday Friday.
Around the time the last class of the afternoon is about to end.

At a time like this, when we'd normally be excitedly waiting for the final bell in our classroom, the two of us are standing in front of a certain public high school's gate for some reason.
...Yeah, after taking over thirty minutes to get here by train and on foot!

Haru: "Speaking of which, are you sure this is really Hikari's boyfriend's school?"
Yuki: "Don't~ worry, I made sure to jot it down when Hikarin accidentally let it slip before~"
Haru: "Scary..."

That's right—according to Yuki, this is the school Hikari's boyfriend... I think his name is Takamura Yuu... attends.
After being left behind in the locker room (because we took too long changing), instead of heading back to the classroom, we left school and came all the way here... to meet that "other person who might know what's going on."

Yuki: "Now then~, all we have to do is wait for the childhood friend to show up..."
Haru: "But will he really come out right away? What if he has club activities or something..."
Yuki: "He's definitely not in a club. That much is obvious from Hikarin's behavior~"
Haru: "You're seriously scary, this love detective!"

We even left our bags behind!
We're completely skipping class and club activities!
If I keep tagging along with Yuki like this, I won't have enough hearts to keep up! I'd be fine with something like a heart-pounding hill climb, but this is something else!

Haru: "B-But I don't really remember what her boyfriend looks like... During the festival, I only saw him from a distance..."
Yuki: "Ah~, no worries then. Here~, this is the childhood friend."
Haru: "When did you even take this!?"

On Yuki's phone was a pretty clear photo of Hikari's boyfriend dancing cheek-to-cheek with her in our school's gym.

Yuki: "Nah~, when I took this, I thought it'd be a lifelong memory for Hikarin~"
Haru: "Given the current situation, if Hikari finds out this photo still exists, she'll cry, won't she?"
Yuki: "Well, yeah, but~ it's such a good shot, and I just couldn't bring myself to delete it."
Haru: "Besides, you took it without their permission. Shouldn't you ask them properly if it's okay to keep it?"
Yuki: "Even so, trying to talk to Hikarin now is... ah."
Haru: "What? Is there something else?"
Yuki: "...It's the childhood friend."
Haru: "...Huh?"

Yuki's gaze had shifted from her phone to the school gate without me noticing.
And there he was... unmistakably, the same guy who was in the photo with Hikari.

Haru: "That guy...!"
Yuki: "Huh? Wait, Harucchi?"

Until we got here, I felt like I'd been completely dragged into this.
Honestly, I thought going this far was totally unnecessary meddling.
But the moment I spotted her boyfriend, my feet started moving on their own.

Because, I too...
have feelings of worry for Hikari...
and a desire to protect the friendship of our four-girl group.

Haru: "Hey, you."
Yuu: "Huh...?"
Haru: "You're Takamura Yuu, right?"
Yuu: "Uh, um... Are you, by any chance... Hikari's...?"

His gaze wasn't on my face but on my body—specifically, my uniform.
Well, of course he wouldn't remember my face.
But that doesn't matter right now.

Haru: "Listen, I need to talk—"

Just as I took a step forward, my tone sharp—

Seki: "Huh? Yuu-senpaaai~, who's this girl~?"
Yuu: "Gah, S-Seki!?"

From behind him, a twin-tailed, moe-style girl with black hair popped right between us.

""A third woman has appeared—!!!!""

At that moment, Yuki and I screamed in unison.
I’m pretty sure the background was basically screaming “Gahhh!’’ in comic-book style.


Maruto’s post on X:
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Insight:

Welp, definitely not what I expected to see, but it’s a relief to get back to the main story and out of Yuu’s head. The most interesting part of this chapter was Haru’s perspective on Hikari and Yami’s relationship.

Also, I ended up using Deepseek to MTL this chapter, since ChatGPT and I just weren’t on the same page today.

I owe Yuu an apology, I wasn't familiar with his game.

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Also, I think this chapter reaffirms that the most important relationship in this manga is Hikari/Aya - which is also why they're the cover & not Yuu.

I'm noting this b/c it's why I think comparisons to Maruto's other stories fall short - they're trying to pattern match Yuu to the MC arc in Maruto's other works, but since Yuu isn't the MC he doesn't have the role of hero who saves the girl. Structurally, he functions more like the secondary love interest - important to the story as a wrench thrower into the main ship.
 
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@Litreara I'm guessing the black haired girl is a relative of Yuu?

That or its a previous character I forgot cause their NPC levels where too high.:nyoron:
 
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Man, I'm sad to see this discussion come to an end as we move on to Chapter 42. It was nice when it was just a handful of us.

Now that the new chapter is out we're getting a lot of comments from people who don't seem to have any reading comprehension or are just outright wrong about things.

ETA: Seriously - some of the people commenting in Chapter 42 seem to have traumatic head injuries.
 
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Also, I think this chapter reaffirms that the most important relationship in this manga is Hikari/Aya - which is also why they're the cover & not Yuu.

I'm noting this b/c it's why I think comparisons to Maruto's other stories fall short - they're trying to pattern match Yuu to the MC arc in Maruto's other works, but since Yuu isn't the MC he doesn't have the role of hero who saves the girl. Structurally, he functions more like the secondary love interest - important to the story as a wrench thrower into the main ship.
I feel like Hikari / Aya literally have zero chemistry with each other. I have zero idea why are they friends or why are they even best friends. At least Ta-kun can cheer Hikari up when she's feeling down.

Maybe the author is trying to push some BPD tendencies on Aya, which could explain Aya's weird dependence on Hikari but yet hurt her deeply because of her selfishness. But even then her writing sucks.

Ta-kun is really dumb but I can still believe his character because he's only 16/17 years old.
 
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I feel like Hikari / Aya literally have zero chemistry with each other. I have zero idea why are they friends or why are they even best friends. At least Ta-kun can cheer Hikari up when she's feeling down.

Maybe the author is trying to push some BPD tendencies on Aya, which could explain Aya's weird dependence on Hikari but yet hurt her deeply because of her selfishness. But even then her writing sucks.

Ta-kun is really dumb but I can still believe his character because he's only 16/17 years old.
It might be just Hikari having a savior complex towards Aya and Aya being dependent. It is an unhealthy dynamic and bound to crumble, like it did last chapter but Hikari was still giving her the benefit of the doubt that she didn't give Yuu, hence, savior complex.
 
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Also, I think this chapter reaffirms that the most important relationship in this manga is Hikari/Aya - which is also why they're the cover & not Yuu.

I'm noting this b/c it's why I think comparisons to Maruto's other stories fall short - they're trying to pattern match Yuu to the MC arc in Maruto's other works, but since Yuu isn't the MC he doesn't have the role of hero who saves the girl. Structurally, he functions more like the secondary love interest - important to the story as a wrench thrower into the main ship.
Not, even this has precedents in Maruto work. For example, Setsuna - True End in White Album 2 Coda, is Setsuna and not Haruki who saved the relationship of Kazusa with her mother
Also other example is precisely Saekano, at the end, Eriri and Utaha ended choosing her own friendship over her love for Tomoya, this is the "last treason" of Eriri to Tomoya and the reason why he is able to finally choose Megumi
And yes, IMO, even if obviously Seki is not the real Third Heroine, because we already knew her before (and Yuu definitely seems very upset with her), this is a foreshadowing for the coming of the real Third Heroine, the real Megumi Katou... the real Miyako Shikimori.
Light and Darkness in equal parts. The jealous yandere who comes to claim her own.
PS. Anyway, as I said, I believe right now Yuu and Hikari are working in team to try to save Yami. If Maruto wants a harem ending, this would be the better option, with both leaving the confession in stand-by while they are trying to repair Ayami, and with this, both recognized their co-dependence about her.
 
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So you agree with me that Yuu likely didn't make any active moves on Hikari in elementary/middle school?
He did the same "active moves" that Hikari did with him during her Arc in 2nd year before cultural festival. The only real difference is him really having reactions to Hikari clumsy flirts, while in the past Hikari treated him strictly just as a friend or a little brother.

In the universe where Yuu did not make any moves to change her mind, just like Yuu was sure he'd never fall in love again before Hikari made moves to change his mind. But also if Maruto is going the tragedy route (or the Yuu/Yami route) than this decision is what seals him not getting with Hikari.
Very different. The words of Yuu was just a boy living his sadness and grief after the end of his first real relationship. Hikari hold this consistent attitude by years and rejected several confessions during those years of other boys. That is the reason why he decides just a drastic thing would change her mind. And that drastic thing came under the name Ayami Sudo, for both he and she.
The tragedy falls over Hikari, falls over her because, as is said in the title, she fell in love too late from Yuu. Even more, all this happened because she came late to her classroom to avoid Yami - Yuu encounter. That is the reason why Yuu could fell in the arms of Ayami.
Yuu doesn't get a personality transplant when she starts falling for him - Hikari notes it's the same old Yuu he's always been when she's like "why did I fall for him?".
Yes, he is still the same, but equal as Izumi in Shikimori-san after becoming the boyfriend of the main FMC (yes, Miyako Shikimori), he in his role of Expy Izumi gains much more self-confidence in himself and shows himself more stoic and mature as person, during his time as boyfriend of Kamiya/Ayami. This change, while he is still being the same Yuu of always, like Yuu Izumi always was the same shy and submissive boy even if he got a grown up and self-esteem Arc, is the reason why Hikari finally notices Yuu Takamura.
 
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I believe right now Yuu and Hikari are working in team to try to save Yami. I
Uh, Yuu is still blocked on Yami's phone & Yuu left Yami after the kiss to go after Hikari. Maybe Maruto is trying to subvert the expectations of readers who are trying to project white album (where Tomoya is clearly the protag in all the summaries) into this novel (where Yuu is not the protag).

He did the same "active moves" that Hikari did with him during her Arc in 2nd year before cultural festival
But you just agreed he was passive as all out. The difference between chap 1 and 18 isn't Yuu reacting to her flirting, it's Yuu getting flustered over skinship so regular Hikari would have thought nothing of it before she fell for him.

rejected several confessions during those years of other boys
Like you're getting into Yuu's head here for why he didn't confess & I don't even disagree w/ you that his thinking was reasonable. Where I'm disagreeing is that I think the narrative is saying he made the wrong choice. I think the narrative is making this explicit parallel construction of "Hikari changes Yuu's mind, Yuu didn't try to change Hikari's".

That is the reason why Yuu could fell in the arms of Ayami.
If Yuu ends up with Aya it's b/c Hikari doesn't want him anymore b/c he lied to her. It's the consequences of his own actions. (Assuming Maruto doesn't pull a Yuu realized he actually loved Aya more and chooses Aya card). Also Yuu defaulting to Aya b/c Hikari doesn't love him would be zero growth for Yuu and terrible for Aya.

gains much more self-confidence in himself and shows himself more stoic and mature as person, during his time as boyfriend
But Yuu isn't more stoic and mature dating Aya and is insecure throughout the relationship. He's as much of a mess as always and not even hanging out with Hikari. I dunno I think she's responding to him putting up all the walls post break up b/c that's also what attracts Hikari to Aya.
 
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Uh, Yuu is still blocked on Yami's phone & Yuu left Yami after the kiss to go after Hikari. Maybe Maruto is trying to subvert the expectations of readers who are trying to project white album (where Tomoya is clearly the protag in all the summaries) into this novel (where Yuu is not the protag).
Because Tomoya is not the Main Character of White Album, the protag is Haruki Kitahara. Tomoya is the MC of Saekano, and for the title, you obviously will understand the point. Tomoya chose Megumi the "boring girlfriend" over the most dynamic and interesting, but toxic and damageful too, Eriri and Utaha.
That is the reason why Yami reads Koisuru Metronome in chapter 26. She knows she is the girlfriend of Yuu and has won in this moment why the same reason why Utaha won in that If Route manga: because Yuu doesn´t have met yet the third heroine, he still doesn´t met Megumi Kato/Miyako Shikimori the "boring girlfriend".
This is the same decision made unawarely by Yuu Izumi in Shikimori-san, choosing the title FMC over Ai Kamiya the most dark and "interesting" girl, but the most dangerous girl of the triangle too.
Tomoya and both Yuu, Izumi and Takamura, are more "normal" people (and yes, coward boys too) who deliberately takes the "prudent" decision instead Haruki sending all to the hell to follow Kazusa. That is the reason why the manga emphatizes once and again he is more comfortable with the innocence of Hikari than with the sexyness of Ayami -even is he is arousal too in all the sexual hints of Ayami-.
By all this I am assuming Hikari and Yuu talked and decided try to save Yami together. Not as her lovers, but as her friends, and leaving temporally the mutual confessions in stand-by. And yes, ironically, the most Haruki of both is precisely Hikari. She sometimes seems the daughter who Haruki and Setsuna never had.
But you just agreed he was passive as all out. The difference between chap 1 and 18 isn't Yuu reacting to her flirting, it's Yuu getting flustered over skinship so regular Hikari would have thought nothing of it before she fell for him.
Because she is equal as passive as him, that is my point. Hikari for much things is Yuu in female form and that is and was always precisely the problem. That is the tragedy of the story: if Hikari would correspond Yuu in middle school, they would have their innocent relationship of sweaty hands and little kisses that they wanted, but the disinterest of Hikari for romance and the coming of Ayami changed everything and altered the Fate, even if securely avoid Ayami herself would end like Sayu from Hige wo Soru or something worse.

Like you're getting into Yuu's head here for why he didn't confess & I don't even disagree w/ you that his thinking was reasonable. Where I'm disagreeing is that I think the narrative is saying he made the wrong choice. I think the narrative is making this explicit parallel construction of "Hikari changes Yuu's mind, Yuu didn't try to change Hikari's".
Because Hikari really didn´t change Yuu´s mind. Is very obvious his words of "I will never love again" are only the words of his grief and he is still loving Hikari in this point, is just he gave up with her, and that is the reason why Hikari is able to repair her friendship and relationship with Yuu so easily.
Hikari Arc is the Arc of her repairing her friendship with Yuu after years of distance between them and with both discovering the other one got a life without him/her.
But Yuu isn't more stoic and mature dating Aya and is insecure throughout the relationship. He's as much of a mess as always and not even hanging out with Hikari. I dunno I think she's responding to him putting up all the walls post break up b/c that's also what attracts Hikari to Aya.
Not, he progressively becames more stoic and mature, even if he is still the mess of always, he is definitely growing as person, even if is not in the more healthy way. That is the thing who finally attracts Hikari to him.
 
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he progressively becames more stoic and mature,
Hikari says he's the same as ever when she's like "why do I like him?"

Because Hikari really didn´t change Yuu´s mind.
His behavior changes from chap 1 to chap 18 and his thoughts in this short chapter are about how maybe he should give love a shot.

Because she is equal as passive as him, that is my point.
This short chapter from Yuu has Yuu explicitly recognizing the moves Hikari is making.

That is the reason why the manga emphatizes once and again he is more comfortable with the innocence of Hikari than with the sexyness of Ayami
Because Hikari is his closest friend and Aya is someone he barely knows and doesn't even try to.

But also like I kinda think you're not giving Maruto enough credit as an author if you assume he's just rinse repeating his old novels rather than playing with similar themes in new ways.
 
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Hikari says he's the same as ever when she's like "why do I like him?"
The people can mature as persons and still having the same basic personality, but more matured and centered.
This short chapter from Yuu has Yuu explicitly recognizing the moves Hikari is making.
I didn´t deny. My point is about him making the same moves in middle school with Hikari... and didn´t work. She was still unable to see him at least a man and taked seriously to him, to accept him or rejecting him. That is the reason why he thought in all the dispaired plan to get access to her high school.
Because Hikari is his closest friend and Aya is someone he barely knows and doesn't even try to.
He tries a lot to know better Ayami. He never had with Hikari that night with Ayami where both stripped not only their bodies but their souls too. He just doesn´t want pressures her precisely he has realized her very bad mental health.
But also like I kinda think you're not giving Maruto enough credit as an author if you assume he's just rinse repeating his old novels rather than playing with similar themes in new ways.
He is not repeating old novels by the reason I said. He is playing with similar or even the same themes in new ways. And for that I am speaking about him basing deliberately in Shikimori is not just a cutie.
That doesn´t imply Yuu won´t end alone in the end. And again, your theory is precisely what happened in Saekano, but just from the perspective of Tomoya the MC, with Utaha and Eriri choosing her own friendship between them over her love for Tomoya, being this the reason why Megumi finally could be the girlfriend and later the wife of the MC.
 

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