Dex-chan lover
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That's the chapter that makes me most sad for her actually, b/c she admits that she's very serious about him and would've happily done all these "normal couple things" that she told him she didn't want to. And she thinks that Yuu was too stupid to catch on. I think he kinda caught on, since he said you're lying/you're always lying, but wasn't willing to call her out on it. I agree that she loves him - I just don't think a love where she feels she can't be honest with him is healthy or particularly good for either of them.
Yeah, Aya slept w/ him immediately, but then couldn't tell him that no really she'd like a normal date please, which Hikari got cause she asked for what she wanted. I think the dates are what Aya regrets b/c it's what she's thinking of when the relationship dies and not "oh, his kisses made me feel so good"
Since we've been talking about depression, you probably know how much energy it takes to constantly be on - put on that shiny happy everything is awesome and wonderful and there are no problems at all none what-so-ever face and attitude. And like imagine doing that for months b/c you don't want the person you most love in the world to see the mess underneath. What I can tell you is that the people who can actually help are the ones you let see the mess - which that's what I'm wondering, is that how the Hikari part of the arc plays out, going by Aya being comfortable enough w/ her friends to invite them to her home and tell em about the mistresses.
ETA: but also, and forgive me if this is a gross mischaracterization, but it feels like the answer to my "why do folks think this was healthy" is that they're kinda self inserting into Yuu and for the most part things seem great from his (explicitly non-existant) PoV.
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