Well not sure, but it could imply that he's been "dead" ever since he lost his arms and gave up his convictions and that the state he's been in was similar to being dead.Looks like a mistake on page 5
"I have lived a shameful death so it's only fitting that I am to die a shameful death"
Shouldn't be Lived a shameful life instead? 😅
No.wait is fenrir on page 12 a woman?